Visiting the PostSecret website is one thing I do every Sunday .... once in awhile I find someone that shares my secret and then I don't feel that bad.
Feels so alone even with friends beside me ....
Yeah! Its a long weekend! I love 4 days work week. This weekend will be pretty busy for me, have a few dates lined up already so that mean pics to blog!
Let's see ...
Fri - Friend's baby's 1st mth celebration in the afternoon, then maybe a little shopping and in the evening its Beer Fest Asia here I come!
Sat - Lunch with TJ + Hubby, LC + GX, Huiy and I ... and maybe Evon. She has yet to confirm. I'm assuming this is going to be a full day thing .. haha, or not. Well, I have left the day open.
Sun - Its sleep in day for me!! Sun always go by very fast ... prob because I wake up at around 2pm :P
I went home last nite and it was on my bed ... near my pillow. This is the first time that it has fallen out while I was sleeping. Weird ....
Happy I found it .... going to check on it everyday now :P
I have just noticed that I've lost the ring I have been wearing 24/7 for the past 5-6 years :( Really upset now .... its just a simple silver ring that I bought @ the Meridian Mall in East Lansing, MI but it has been with me everyday for the past few years ....
It started out as a 4 ring loop ring but one broke and so it became 3. I first wore it on my right thumb but after a few years, switched it to my left forefinger.
I feel naked without it ...
I don't know where/how I lost it ....
I hope I dropped it at home ...
Sad.... sad.... sad :(
Sometimes when u are down u open yourself up to friends only to regret everything that was said as now yr friend will forever look at u differently. Maybe even hate u for saying what u said ...
I am not my friends, don't compare me with anyone out there. Some ppl are stronger, they can cope better, they can better reason out what is going on in their heads. If I were them, I would not be pouring out my inner most thoughts ....
But sometimes I think I did it so that u and the rest would hate me and then I would feel better, and have no regrets about it.
Forgive me ... or not ... its sad cos I don't know if I care or not .....
Feeling numb ....
