Sometimes when u are down u open yourself up to friends only to regret everything that was said as now yr friend will forever look at u differently. Maybe even hate u for saying what u said ...
I am not my friends, don't compare me with anyone out there. Some ppl are stronger, they can cope better, they can better reason out what is going on in their heads. If I were them, I would not be pouring out my inner most thoughts ....
But sometimes I think I did it so that u and the rest would hate me and then I would feel better, and have no regrets about it.
Forgive me ... or not ... its sad cos I don't know if I care or not .....
Feeling numb ....
Some more stuff I bought recently :)
14 years ago
