To my friend ....

Sigh ... I still think what I did was right. You are my friend but I want u to be happy and being with him did not make u happy. U say u are but I don't see it ... I want u to be giddily happy, for the person to want to do everything within his capabilities to make u as happy as I think u should.

U say that there are good times between u that u don't share but why not? Why is it u feel u have to tell me all the sad/bad things going on but not the good? Everything I did is based on that AND how the other party reacted when u were trying to get him back. If I sense even a tinkling of hope from the other that there might be a chance, I would have fought the battle with u. Unfortunately all I saw was .... nothing.

True, I am no expert on relationships and love, just look at my past. However, I do know that love should not be that much work ALL the time. It is not a one sided affair, both must be willing to make changes and move forward ... in this case it seems like u are the only one that wants it.

I don't know how else to tell u anymore.

I don't want u to hate me ....

I'm just going to move aside and let u make your decisions.

But know this ...

I'll be here if u need me. I sincerely hope I am wrong and that u will have yr happily ever after.

Love always,
Serena