Today was a crappy day. Last night, when I got up from my desk, I noticed that my neck was sore. It only got worse overnight and when I woke up the next day, I could hardly move my neck. I still went to work but I was in great discomfort. To make things worse, after trying to get my the day with the pain, my boss came to me and told me that I have to set up a room for a booking. I looked at him and asked him isn't someone coming in to do it .... he said that he needed it done now because there were back to back bookings. First of all, on Thur, there are only 2 of us working, there is alot to do to get breakfast and lunch out. I could not take it, I was in pain, had to get breakfast and lunch done and he still wanted me to set up the stupid booking? I walked away and started crying.
Unfortunately, some co-workers saw me and approached me. It was then that I found out that the room was already set up. WTF?!?! Of cos, I could not stop the tears and ppl thought that it was because of the pain and discomfort of my neck. I wished he would have checked it out b4 he came to me telling me that I had to do it, but also, I should have checked it out b4 overreacting. But then, I was in so much discomfort that it was just the trigger. I just felt that with that many ppl working that day, why did I have to be the one chosen to do it?
Anyway, after that whole incident, I decided to go home. I was going to leave after lunch, but after much thought, I just felt, what is the point. Why should I put in so much for my job. It is just not worth it. I should not feel guilty.
My neck still hurts :(
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