Friday, July 28, 2006

I feel fat today ... or bloated, I don't know. Went to the grocery store and wanted to buy a whole lot of junk food .... that's me sometimes, when I feel fat, all I want to do is stuff myself as think, I'm already fat, it doesn't matter. I was practically drooling walking down the aisles ..... cookies, muffins, pints of ice cream .... gallons of ice cream, chocolate, candy, chips, nuts ......

Fortunately I was able to be strong and walk out the store without any of the junk food. It was torture I tell u! Why don't I just get something and eat a little of it? Ain't going to happen .... I'll just end up eating all of it. It's so hard ..... it brings back bad memories when I was younger and everyone, EVERYONE had something to say about my weight. I hate being fat :(