the pain within seems an eternity,
the tears seem to know no end,
the future seems like a dark abyss.
anger to the ones that wrenched my heart,
sadness to the ones that I've caused sorrow,
fear to the ones that are left behind wondering why.
I want the grief to disappear,
I want the agony erased,
I want the bitterness forgiven.
the wall built is too high to climb,
the subborness is ever present,
the way out is but an illusion.
an endless list of questions that might never be answered,
a life of lonliness that might never cease,
a heart full of love that might never be explored.
